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Short Stories - Issue 4

The Sign

Before they are hanged, they all claim that God has forgiven them. Then, by our
laws as well as our pious fear, we are required to halt the execution, for a short time.

The Warden-Chief then has to ask if they are telling the truth. The prisoner
always says yes, they have been forgiven by God. If this is so, the Warden-Chief 
has to say, we require a sign from God that you have been forgiven your crimes. 
If this sign comes, you will be released with all the blessings we can offer. And 
so, the Warden-Chief then picks out his silver pocket-watch, and waits.

One man once claimed that he could not cry, and that this was a sign. For
how could one not cry at such a terrible predicament as his? Another cried sharp 
tears and then claimed that this was a sign, for he had never cried before, not 
since he was first buggered as a boy.

Both of these men hanged.

One man who claimed he had been forgiven was abstractly looking into the
yellow sky, when a black-backed Gull shat upon the Warden-Chief’s hat. Spires 
of hope leapt into the prisoner’s eyes and he shouted that this was a sign, that he 
had been forgiven. The Warden-Chief shook his head and snapped his silver 
watch shut.

One man once said, when the Warden-Chief had closed the watch and was
waving the hangman over, that the fact nothing had happened was a sign, a sure 
sign. All the Wardens laughed then, but the prisoner said this was a sign 
because he was the first man not to pick out some silly thing as confirmation of 
God’s infinite grace. He had not claimed the fresh wind was a sign, or the fact his 
stomach was cramped or that the sky was especially bright or dark today, or that 
the sand of the prison courtyard coarser or smoother than usual. There was a 
pause then, for the idea had not occurred to anyone.

Though he still met the scaffold, the trapdoor and the empty space.

There was one man though, that I remember best of all, during my time. A 
murderer. He had been collecting for a veteran’s charity and had killed his wife’s 
brother for refusing to donate. At the trial, he stood, his white-shirted chest stuck 
out in the mahogany dock and said that he would do the same again for men 
who had split blood for their country. He admitted, he said, sticking a shiv into the 
unpatriotic mouth of his brother-in-law, to teach him what split blood meant.

This man had attracted more sympathy than usual and the veteran’s charity
had even agreed to cover some solicitor’s fees. Though, after a battle with the 
leviathan of precedence, the man was condemned. For our laws tell us that 
murder is murder.

It was a warm morning when we stood with him in the courtyard of gritty
sand. The hangman leaned on his little shed by the south wall and smoked a 
cigarette. As usual, the Warden-Chief turned to the condemned man to ask if he 
had anything to say. And like them all, the man claimed God had forgiven him 
and yes, he was telling the truth. The Warden-Chief cleared his throat and as 
usual, the silver pocket-watch was opened. We waited for the sign.

At first we felt nothing; we let out the occasional cough and sniff, as we 
were wont to do. We looked to the gritty ground and then to the granite mess hall 
across the yard.

It came first as a sound from the south, a kind of brassy buzz that could
have been a train or a tortured marching band. The sound gradually bloated and 
then, the movement began. On the ground between our brogues, the sand 
hopped and jiggered and the warmth in the air, died. Slowly, the prisoner turned 
his head to the sky. We looked to one another now, to our uniforms, our batons, 
to the Warden-Chief, looking for a signal to guide our action, a rule to point our way.

In the cacophony, the ground flexed and yanked and the prisoner crashed
over, his bound hands unable to break his fall. Wardens tumbled down with him 
and he cried out, not from pain, but in a kind of animal triumph: A wheezing, raw 
ululation that continued to the end.

Glancing around, I looked to the south wall where the hangman smoked
and kept his neat little gallows-shed.  He was skipping about the building just as 
it collapsed, swallowing him in a wave of dust and brittle lumber.  I closed my 
eyes and held my cheeks then, because there was nothing else left for me to do.

It was only when I realised that the prisoner had become silent, that I
opened my eyes again. He was standing up now in the quiet courtyard, his chest 
stuck out inside his blue overalls. He looked across to the razed shed and then to 
the Warden-Chief, who, on his knees, was searching for his pocket-watch in the grit.

It was unconventional, the Warden-Chief had said, on the edge of 
regulation. But we had the law to fulfil and we hanged the man from the roof of 
the granite mess hall instead.

Craig Jordan-Baker is a writer and academic who rants on about cliché destroying our ability to think. He teaches creative writing at UCA Farnham in the UK.

Superhero in the Dark

Things were bad that night. By bad, I don’t mean “my boyfriend broke up with me” bad or 
“me and my best friend got into a fight” bad.  I mean “glass shattering, screaming, about to have 
a fist launched into my face” bad.

I ran out of my house as fast as my legs could carry me. I ran until my calves were 
throbbing, my throat was dry, and my heart was beating so fast it echoed against my ears. Only 
then did I slow my pace and inhale the wintry air. It soothed the burning in my throat and I 
remember that being the only feeling I was grateful for that evening.

I pulled my worn jean jacket to my chest, though it didn't prevent me from shivering. It was 
closest to the door when I left and I figured it would be better than nothing.

I had left my phone at home. It was a stupid mistake, one I cursed myself for, though I 
knew I couldn’t go back to get it. I was safer outside; a seventeen year old girl was safer on the 
streets than within the walls of her own home. I shook my head at the realization and continued 
to travel towards a destination I did not have.

The roads were dead. I was a shadow among the darkness. In a small town, there was rarely 
anyone taking a drive at two in the morning.  It was why I was surprised to hear the humming of 
rubber tires against the pavement, fast at first, then slowing.

A fucking pedophile, I thought, because that’s what I needed.  

I picked up my pace, hugging my jacket as tightly against me as possible. If I heard the door 
open, I would be gone. Fun fact that was known by my hometown: I, Amy Harrison, could run. I 
had a lifetime of experience running. I memorized not only the quickest routes I could use to get 
out of the house when my father chased me with a liquor bottle, but also alternatives when the 
front door was not an option. My feet were a necessary escape method.

The car came to a complete stop. The only thing that stopped me from launching into a sprint 
was a voice.
"Amy?"
I would recognize that voice anywhere, the shrill and chipper tone, how every word seemed 
equipped with a smile.

"Cody," I responded, turning on my heel to face the boy. His head hung out of the car
window and the confusion on his expression, until he confirmed it was me he saw, vanished into 
a dorky grin.

"Well, well, well, Harrison, wandering the streets at two in the morning. I believe that’s 
illegal somewhere. I think I’m going to have to turn you in."

I laughed, tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear. “I don’t see a badge, police uniform, 
or flashing lights on your car. Sorry Codes, but whoever told you you were a cop lied.”

Cody frowned. “Dammit, Harrison. My parents told me I could grow up to be whoever I 
wanted to be.”

"And a cop was not included in the whoever category," I quipped, a smirk rising on my lips. 
"Such bullshit," Cody whined, a hand slamming against the steering wheel in mock anger. It 
was shortly after that the playfulness eased and his eyes, like blue crystals, stared at me 
hesitantly. "What are you doing out here anyways, Amy?"

"Take a guess." I drew my bottom lip in between my teeth, gnawing at the flesh. I hadn’t 
realized how often I did that when thinking of my dad. The ripe taste of metal greeted my 
tongue.

"Daddy dearest, say no more." Cody leaned over and pushed open the passenger side door. 

I smiled, making my way to the car and sliding inside. One thing I always liked about 
Cody was even after learning about the problems I had at home, he never dug too deep. What I 
told him was up to my discretion.

We knew each other since we were children. We went to the same elementary and middle 
school, enrolled in the same high school too. It was hard not to notice Cody when he joked more 
often than he answered a question. He shot spitballs at teachers. He yawned loudly while the
teacher was talking. He purposely put the wrong answers on the board when he was called to the 
front of the classroom.

At first his behavior irritated me because I liked to learn. I groaned every time he interrupted 
the teacher, every time he told a joke. When we were paired up for an art project by Mrs. 
Feinberg in Kindergarten, who thought I would be able to demonstrate to Cody what a well 
behaved student was like, I started crying.  I didn't think I would survive, let alone become 
friends with Cody.

We bonded over cartoons. He told me that I cried like Bubbles from the PowerPuff Girls. I 
laughed. He did too. Our art project wound up being about the PowerPuff Girls.

After that, we were inseparable. We sat next to each other in the cafeteria at school. We rode 
our bikes together. We slid down the slides and climbed the monkey bars at the park. We played 
hop scotch and tag outside our houses. Cody's parents were used to me showing up for 
sleepovers at least three times a week and my parents were also used to Cody showing up for 
sleepovers. Our hangouts however, were interrupted when I was ten.

My parents started fighting a lot. It was the kind of fighting that if one spoke, they felt 
like they would shatter the world around them. They had developed a sudden hatred for each 
other and their way of expelling this hatred was to take it out on me. I wasn't allowed to go out 
unless it was to school. Cody resorted to climbing in through my bedroom window in order to 
see me for more than forty five minutes during our lunch period. He kept up the routine for 
years. It was hard not to tell him what was happening when he heard the screaming from 
downstairs. Once I got past the weeks where I told Cody I didn't want to talk about it, or it wasn't
any of his business, I broke. Everything that was building up inside of me came out in rickety 
sobs. Cody stayed with me through it all. He promised me it would be alright and if it wasn't, 
he'd make his parents adopt me. We were children then. I believed in the hope Cody offered.

My mother's and father's hearts broke the more they fought. My father turned to the bottle. 
My mother turned to working long hours at the local diner. Fast forward seven years and neither 
of their habits have changed. The only reason they didn't divorce was because my father was too 
drunk to care and my mother didn't want to put me through a divorce. As I grew up, I wasn't 
certain as to what was stopping my mom. The house would forever smell like alcohol and 
decomposed love.

“Do you always pick up random women on the side of the road?” I teased, pushing the 
thoughts of my parents to the back of my mind.
Cody stroked his chin, as if waiting for a thoughtful answer to come. “Well… now that you 
mention it.”
I smacked his arm. “Don't elaborate. I don’t want to know about your late night 
rendezvous.”
”Rendezvous?" Both of his eyebrows lifted in unison. "Is that a fancy word for fuck?”
"No, it’s a fancy word for you should probably close your damn window. It’s freezing in here."

Cody chuckled, pressing a button to his right, the window slamming shut. He didn’t drive 
right away. He instead reached for my hand and gave it a comforting squeeze. “Screw it, Amy, 
you’re better than your dad ever will be.”

"That’s not my concern, Cody. What if one day... I can't do it anymore?"

       "You will be able to."

       "How do you know that?"

"Because you’re fucking Amy Harrison! You’re like superwoman. Smart, what was that big 
word you used before... rendah something. You don’t give a shit about what anyone says about 
you. You could tell off anyone under your breath without thinking about it. You know what 
you’re doing Amy."

I had been glancing down at my lap since Cody closed the window. I couldn’t hold my gaze 
there for much longer however. My eyes traveled to meet his and with the straightest face I could 
manage, I asked. “Do I get a cape?”

"All superheroes get a cape. What do you think makes them super?"

That evening was one of the rare evenings that I forgot about everything: about school, 
about my family, about broken bottles, raised fists, and death threats. It was all thanks to Cody 
Johnson.

The following summer, Cody jumped from the roof of a local warehouse. I got a call from 
his mom at one in the morning. I didn't cry. I didn't say I was sorry. I just hung up and stared 
absently at the wall. I still don't know to this day what caused him to jump because he was
always so cheerful, always looking out for me, and always finding humor in the grimmest of 
situations.

I think now that his persona was all a front. I think that Cody had problems he never told me 
because he cared about me to the point where he didn't want me to worry about him. I wish he 
hadn't been so selfless. I wish he realized that I thought of him as my best friend and though I 
graduated high school, got accepted into New York University, and convinced my mom to 
finally kick my dad to the curb,  I wanted him there beside me.

But maybe he knew I would be able to make it on my own and that's why I couldn't stop him 
from jumping.

Megan Manzano is working to achieve a Bachelor's degree in English. She recently became an editor for Fantasy Works Publishing. Her hobbies include reading, traveling, and expressing herself through writing.

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